I am the black sheep in the family…. actually I m the rodent in the family of, I dont know, lions or something…. you get the picture. Me and my parents live by completely different philosophies.There was a time when I tried very hard to fit in…. VERY HARD! Now the thing with my parents is that THEIR philosophy keeps shifting like jelly under a spoon, to which I really cant keep up. And the worse happens when my parents try to control me. Because I go in a direction that is not tangent, but in a completely different dimension when it come to decisions.
Now I dont hate my parents, I respect them completely. So much so that most of the times I obey them, or will up the courage to obey them…. and frankly, I ‘d be the ungrateful ass that I m if I did nt. But the thing that I cannot understand for the life of me, is that why WHY cant they realize the fact that I dont agree with THEIR damn philosophy!!!! Why cant we just agree to disagree… believe me, if they’d prder me to do something, I ‘d to it without question. period. But what they want me to do is be happy and agree with what they want!!! Now that CANT happen, ever.
Now I m tired.